I'm so going to be under a lot of stress for the next few days, especially with this new project that I'm trying to start. I'm starting to doubt myself and wonder if it's all worth it *sighs*. I find myself crumbling in my resolve every single time a roadblock appears, and I can't (and absolutely refuse) back out, simply because my pride is too huge for the whole world to know that I just couldn't take it and they knew that it would happen since this is far too big a project for some tiny little shit like me. Yeah, I know I'm rambling on about nonsensical things but it'll all be clear soon, at least I hope it'll be.