Whoot! New Year break starts and I've loaded up a tonne of movies to watch! Can't wait for that! Sleeping late, getting up late... Luckily I didn't have to go to my dad's hometown or anything this year, not that we went last year or the year before anyway. But then, there was this program I really wanted to watch on TV so it really was a good thing that he had to go to Seremban.

Hmm... I think I'm starting to not care about holidays anymore. Like, the significance of them; take for instance, Christmas. Of course I know it's Jesus' birthday and all, but I just don't understand why people get all worked up over it, decorate bloody plants and spend more money just so they can feel good. Hell, I told my mom not to bother with those things anymore since Christmas is only one day. I mean, who wants to lug out all the junk from the storeroom, decorate it, and then take it down the day after Christmas? Hardly worth it.

And then there's Chinese New Year. Gee, what more do I have to say about it? For everyone who goes: 'Ooh, I'm only there for the money!', do you have any idea who unbelievably insane you are? Okay, so maybe I haven't been receiving enough money so I'm saying stuff like this (And then someone will go: 'You're just jealous I got more ang pau money than you.' Yeah sure, sweetie. Why don't you just run along and shove all that cash up your ass for all I care?) Why do people even celebrate 2 new years? Hell, if I'm a parent, I would definitely ban CNY in my house. Think of all the money you waste because your money-grubbing kid can't wait to get his sticky fingers onto some dumbass toy. And having to decorate your house, entertain guests (who also have similar kids panting for that measly RM 5. *Rolls eyes*) not to mention visiting people and spending money on gifts just to seem like a sweet house guest. So I'm a miser, big deal. I just don't see the point in spending unnecessary money.

Oh, and I just had a friend who recently broke up. Poor dude. Seems the chick was leading him on cuz she thought she would hurt him more if she broke up with him. Ha-ha. See what happens when you fall in love? 'She changes my life, I'm a better man.' Puh-leeze. When someone told me that about his girlfriend, all I gave him was an incredulous look and laughed. Of course, I didn't say, 'That's only until you break up. But oh yeah, she'll rock your world then.' Geez, millions of people do it, and why do we keep repeating the same old shit over and over again? Didn't they say the point of history was to prevent stupid mistakes from happening again? Well guess not when it comes to us pathetically idiotic human beings. 'Oh, I just can't help falling in love.' Yeah, and you just can't help but falling out of love eventually.

I guess I'm feeling very cynical right now.