I need to whine, seriously. My stupid tooth is giving me so much pain that it's past the point of uncomfortable-ness. It's like a constant dull ache at the right side of my cheek, and pushing my tongue against that area isn't really helping. No, I do not have a toothache because aren't toothaches supposed to ache 24/7 no matter what you do? When it doesn't hurt, it feels like... Remember the time when you were a kid and had baby teeth and pulled them out. There's this sorta gap between your teeth and it can be felt even without touching? Don't know if you remember it, but I do and it feels like that when it doesn't hurt. My tongue itches to touch that sensitive spot and I've looked into the mirror over and over again with the torchlight flashing into my mouth.

I just hope it isn't a wisdom tooth, which it might be. But how can it be a wisdom tooth when my second molar hasn't even erupted? The absurdity of the entire situation... ugh. I mean, I would have KNOWN if my second molar erupted and was plucked out, right? The root is freaking long and it hurts like hell to pull it out. Dammit, and I'm afraid to go to the dentist (even though I know I should) because if the dentist asks me to remove the tooth, whichever molar it is, I'll be really freaked out. Like, I read that when they pull out the wisdom tooth which has erupted diagonally, they actually put you to sleep and use stitches. Fuck. Not to mention it's gonna cost a bomb, since they'll have to do X-rays and stuff.

Right now my tooth is just weird. The first half has popped out after many years of pain. Yeah, years. It was an on-off thing for me. I think it first started to hurt in Form 4 and kinda stopped after. Then started again last year and tada~ I now have half a tooth formed. It's not fully formed though, just only above the surface and the second half... I checked it this morning, and a tip of whiteness was poking out from the seriously sensitive/painful spot. Well, it's not really viewable, I had to practically mangle my mouth just to get a glimpse of the damn thing. It hurts! *whines*

I can't believe I just spent a post talking about my stupid tooth.