I'm developing writing cramigitis - it's a disease where your fingers cramp up because you realize how much you screwed over the studies and now is planning to cram in as many essays as you can to ensure you know your topics.

Symptoms include:
-Not being able to focus after finishing one essay (which is a problem when you have to write another two)
-The tendency to shorten all your thoughts into non-coherent sentences
-Awfully illegible scribblings

*Sighs* Bloody Contract paper on Tuesday and the more I do past year papers, the less confident I feel. Why? Because those damn examiners go "Students do not know how to do critical thinking and only regurgitate everything available on the topic. Centers are reminded that critical thinking makes up 40% of marks given." Well excuse me, but between trying to cram every thing we're supposed to be writing and sorting out our damn thoughts to give critical answers, we tend to run out of time. 30 minutes per essay is not enough, unless you stop discussing cases and just refer to them, in which case you lose points because you don't show "a clear understanding of the facts of the case."

The problem I face is basically trying to come up with critical answers, because my thoughts come in a sequence... kind of like connect the dots where one point leads to the other and I find it difficult to jump from point A to point D because I'm just jumping into a blank space hoping I hit it. I don't know how everyone can say they "trust I'll do well" when I don't even trust myself to do a good job. If I get a C I don't know what I'll do, seriously. (Nah, I won't shoot myself, but well... ya know.)