You know, sometimes I don't like myself very much. I'm not saying I hate myself or anything; in fact I quite like myself... but there are times in my life where I feel myself quite ugly. It's like a dark feeling that I get sometimes, making me feel like a petulant child. I do think "petulant child" is a very apt description of what I feel, albeit one that creates the impression of triviality. Well, it isn't (trivial, that is). It's as if this emotion just festers inside me, and makes me feel irritated at the world around me, causing me to snap at people who aren't involved directly with making me this way.

What makes me not like this feeling is that I'm in the emotional dumps right now and my mood elevator has gone all the way to hell, resulting in me finding it even more difficult to climb back out of the hole I dug and dumped myself into.

*Sighs* Whatever.